Becoming stronger and fearless........:)

Wow....well, the more I have retreated to being alone with just God, the more ugly things came out of me that I needed to purge out. It made me feel like...geez, if I feel like this I must not be that close to God and on the right spiritual path. But what I can already feel in my spirit is a weight lifting off of me. A weight of all the people, things, places, circumstances that were hindering me from moving forward into my next level in life. This time in my life and ugly process was necessary for me to continue putting off my old self and putting on my new self. It doesn't just happen overnight. The greatest insight I have just recieved is how much STRONGER and FEARLESS I am becoming!! It is still a work in progress, but I can actually FEEL God's strength supernaturally increasing mine! Also, God has showed me who is there in my life to strengthen me, and who depletes my energy. Painful process, but very enlightening at the same time. People have surprised me. Good and bad. Struggle ALWAYS ends up revealing truths that need to come out. My job is to just stay in faith and keep relying and speaking Gods promises over my life. I believe me going through this emotional time is so I will be able to help others in need when they may need a word of encouragement or faith. Sooooooo.........devil.......the more you keep attacking me, the STRONGER AND MORE EQUIPPED SOLDIER OF GOD I am becoming.......THANKS BE TO JESUS who already defeated you at the cross. NOTHING will keep me down....ever!!!! Hope this gives somebody else a lift of faith needed in your own life! I FEEL SO BLESSED AND STRONGER THAN EVER!!! I am more than a conquerer through Christ Jesus who strengthens me! :) :) :)